With My Heavy Heart....

I have never known the pain that comes with death till now, its something so strong and extremely unbearable, in my heart of hearts I honestly do not know how am gonna leave with this kind of pain. I don't know how am going to smile everyday and never think of the pain I feel in my heart, I don't know how am going to be myself again. I don't know how am going to wake up and not see your face or hear your voice in my head. U didn't even stay in my life for a year but I know how much you mattered for the little time you stayed with me. You were just an unavoidable mistake and am glad I let that mistake happen because it has made me to understand the real meaning of appreciation. For the first time in my life, this is one pain that music cannot heal. You will remain in my heart forever but I beg that you give me the strength to be stronger than this. I miss you.