Tuesday 28 June 2011

The memories of you are too much to be remembered in this lifetime alone. As u lay to rest in the bosom of the lord today, u will forever remain in the lives of all the people you have touched in different ways. You will be in my heart till i breath my last, am so glad you brought out time to see me before your passing and am sorry i was upset for different stupid reasons. I will miss you every second of my life.

ETERNAL REST BE GRANTED TO YOU AND PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON YOU.
REST IN PEACE.

Saturday 25 June 2011

With My Heavy Heart....

I have never known the pain that comes with death till now, its something so strong and extremely unbearable, in my heart of hearts I honestly do not know how am gonna leave with this kind of pain. I don't know how am going to smile everyday and never think of the pain I feel in my heart, I don't know how am going to be myself again. I don't know how am going to wake up and not see your face or hear your voice in my head. U didn't even stay in my life for a year but I know how much you mattered for the little time you stayed with me. You were just an unavoidable mistake and am glad I let that mistake happen because it has made me to understand the real meaning of appreciation. For the first time in my life, this is one pain that music cannot heal. You will remain in my heart forever but I beg that you give me the strength to be stronger than this. I miss you.

Tuesday 21 June 2011

DEATH

All my life i have never known the pain death can bring, i have never known that the loss of a loved one is like a scar that will never go away. Yesterday i lost someone very dear to my heart and i know for sure that this pain is something very difficult to live with for the rest of my life. I lost someone so full of life, someone so warm and welcoming. Chuka how can you die???? You promised to come back after the wedding only for me to hear that you are no more. How can i continue to live with this unbearable pain? How can you not come back? I desperately need to hear your voice again, i need to know that you are ok wherever you are... I need to know how and why God decided to take you away from this earth, am sick and tired of everybody telling me that God knows best. What is there to know????? My heart is bleeding and breaking,am asking myself if i have the strength to live with this pain forever and i know its gonna be extremely hard.... Your memory will continue to live on in my heart.

ADIEU CHUKA OKEKE!!!!!