WHO ARE YOU?

You have to live a life where you should forget about the pains, betrayals, heartbreaks, gossips and injuries of yesterday but live on all the good tidings of today. If you are living a life where you conjure all the pains of yesterday then your tomorrow is being limited based on your choice because you simply do not want to be totally happy. You should learn to forget yesterday's pains no matter how bad it might have hurt you and learn to live for today.
Who are you to conjure all the pains of the past??? If God can forgive and forget, you are nothing but the tiniest of grains compared to him. So stop being a fool and stop pretending to hate total happiness when you know you love it.
Just try to lighten your heart so you can be totally happy and you should rather conjure all the good tidings of your life and see what massive difference will be made.
Are you the person that eats up your happiness or the person that fetches unending happiness?

I NEED IT BACK AND I NEED IT NOW

Its been almost forever since i had the capability to use it....I need it like crazy, it once made me feel like mt whole life was complete despite all the problems that i encountered with each day that passed me by, it made me strong and it gave me a kind of courage that is so rare to come by, it was there, it was there indeed..
At a point, things began to change from good to bad til it got to the point that i knew nothing at all...I let it all slip away, i let ma abililty to use my capability slip away, it went far, so far away.. I did not not even notice its absense till i was recalled back from my fruitless sojourn and i had to look around and see what life really meant to me, then i realised that what i had was not what i was supposed to have, asmuch as it hurt, i let it all go away...
I got my ability back and am alive again....